an' you dont love me nither2003-11-23 | 11:32 a.m. i emptied out so much of myself upon you. i wrote you a check that held almost all i had... it enclosed my heart, my mind, my emotion, my body, my money, my time, my energy.... and i supose the shatter i heard was when i realized how even after i finally forked over that check, i never got what i was paying for. all i got was a slap in the face and lonely hours to waste upon inevitable review of what went wrong. i will never. never. get that check back. and you will never. NEVER. deliver me my dues. and so it is all lost and many parts of me and my life are far away, stuffed into a shoebox, stashed out of your memory. so this is to have "loved and lost"? well i feel more like i had never loved at all. |
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