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2006-03-31 | 5:27 p.m.

relationships are scary. risky.
for me, they begin with me worrying how awkward it will be when we break up. before it begins, i feel the end.
will we be friends? will we just drift apart?
but now thats all changed... this is so different.
i dont deserve his sweetness. he doesnt deserve my sarcasm.
what does that mean...

theres no fear of how badly the breakup will be. no anxiety on wondering when it will be. cos it wont.

and that is.
by far.

the scariest.