fine just fine

2010-01-19 | 1:31 a.m.

she touched my thigh-
from knee on up
and i was frozen.
i am not one who goes for these kind of things. girls, that is.
and yes she was cute
but i know i shuddered
not from her touch
but A.
a touch.
from anyone foreign.
from human heat
upon my icy skin
it sucks it in
like dying breaths.
everyone was laughing talking about sex and i felt such a stranger amongst such words- i -i. dont talk about things like that. iii...ii.. dont discuss. dont ask. i know it but i do not
understand.
i'm missing something.
i'm missing something.
qu'est-ce que c'est ?
je ne sais pas.
il est cach�.