oh wait, its me

2010-02-14 | 12:43 a.m.

i was set on being a rock
keeping me to myself-
sometimes the whole world
feels too too real
then i cant breathe
and i was in the bathroom
with my arms on top
of my head
and i gasped
and gasped
choking gagging
i want to breathe more than anything i have ever wanted or needed or pleaded for
my face is wet
i'm a fucking piece of shit
sobbing like a bitch
on the floor,
an idiot,
gasping and passing out
on the floor,
alone.