oneisthelonliest2003-04-15 | 12:14 a.m. i am in the most hateful mood ive ever been in my entire life. i cant express how much hate and love and hope and despair i have swimming through my head and stomach. i just want to collapse ten million times and trow up till i die and i want to cry and cry and cry and i feel like everyone in the world hates me except josh mike and james what the fuck for real why do i feel like this? i havnt felt a hurting like this in so long i feel cheated but like i got what i deserved i think im back pedaling and i think its off a cliff and i think that this is it. ' and i dont think anyone can save me now but God.... i wish someone would fucking try....... |
synergy |