there goes my heart....2003-12-03 | 9:42 a.m. so this is goodbye... i have to admit, i didn't see it like this. it's hard for me to look back and not wish i could of changes some things. but i hear things happen for a reason. whatever that reason maybe, it can hardly justify the empty space in my life, in my heart, in my soul..... i cannot help but face the facts: i have lost one of the most precious things i have ever posessed. it's hard when people keep reminding me, too. they saw "oh i didnt see that coming" or "you two were great" or "i thought you could make it". i think maybe i thought so too. somehow. do you not see it? at all?? . i'm sorry, baby. you know there was nothing i could do. i forgive you for the shit youve put me through and i know alot of it was my fault. it's just.... i... its hard to believe.... how could this be it? is it REALLY the end? i'm trying to process it, i swear to thr lord almighty, i am................. .... ... .. . i'm trying.... |
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