the fuck up

2004-03-29 | 4:48 p.m.

well we all know i'm the fuck up

but here i am again. talking to this lovely boy.

he has so many things but more importantly... he is beautiful in more ways than i can name.

he makes me so nervous i cant speak.

i'm almost afraid to talk to him.

i get the feeling that if this got any farther and i leave... he would be something i couldnt replace. something i would think about.

wonder why i left.

till then i'm wondering why i havnt left.