asleep but not dead

2004-06-03 | 11:59 p.m.

selfish shortsightedness... cosmic connections. drunkeness of the mind... physically impaired...

but what do i know of love?

only what little sense God has rested upon me.

but still the very mysteries and lasting effects (embarassingly enough) have intrigued me so internally lately.

knowing only pieces of the puzzle.. things like how... one of the hardest parts of missing someone... is remembering how they smell.

so much of this questioning of the "heart" and its ways, behavior... its connections and my relationships with others... has been hanging about my head.. and so i am..

torn apart

by love;

or lack

thereof.