knife... eye wander...

2006-10-25 | 1:55 a.m.

oh winsome thought
that thought i could be
deep in your arms
but deeply free.
without concern
for what concerns me.
but the wake
and the gap
awakens me.

oh winsome soul
that solely believed
unrequitted love,
the most aggrieved.
yet presently found
and unpleasantly grieved
when you love
when you shouldn't
is distress unrelieved.

oh winsome heart
has heartily betrayed
its keeper and love
with the end of a blade.
all the best of plans
are plans mislaid.
and i fought
still i fight
while its digs my grave.