the fall2009-11-12 | 3:39 a.m.
i am so foolish. i had planned a speech to give her i am terrified her life was spent waiting gramma don't leave me i need you so bad and you know they don't listen cos you told me so yourself you said only i listened only i understand gramma i need you to listen cos i'm sorry i am so sorry i should have come to you again i am so selfish and sorry i should have called more and read to you and made you laugh more i know you want me to be what you couldn't but i need you to tell me so please don't leave me with them it was us and them now its just me dont go i cant do this i'm dying inside gramma give me some of your fire dont go dont go im sorry i am so fucking sorry i don't want to do this i am shit and refuse just shit and refuse i wanted to you that i'm alone and in love and scared but i love you so much i am so so sorry i am alone |
synergy |