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2009-12-06 | 2:53 a.m.
how do i explain that my body is shaking?... that doesn't sound complete. my nose is running. a child, a child. my eyes are burning. i think ohh i think i am about to throw up. i want to tell you oh i wish i wish i could i want to i soo... i am soo... i want to tell you but i just cant find the words. < > i cut off all my hair. and all of my hard. hardest. work. oh god, is it gone? i have waited for months weeks. all day, to cry. and now i feel the first warm salty thing. on the tip of my lip. you HAVE. to know. SOMEONE. HAS. to know. that if i give in to this i will taint EVERYTHING. because i am a ruiner, inter alia. I am don't you know what i am? I AM Virus. nomen est omen. HIS and HERS and MINE- et al. et al. THE void and the blackness i am A savage a sadist a fiend ETC ETC. gripping fingers with fingers through alleys and pavements in rain and in hell i AM a blackhole. and i will close in on me. i will lose it. and i can feel my every cell pull me in.
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