rue-lette

2010-04-03 | 12:31 a.m.

he asked me 'whats the point'
and i gave him 10 text messages
tip topped
full brimmed
with all i could say.
but its not all i could say.
i said it anyhow
cos he asked
and i delivered.
i could be upset that he asked
and in a way i am
but the oppurtunity
was too great-
a tiny hole bored into the blackness
all around me.
a small hope of life
in my walking/waking death.
i love him.
theres no other point
i can give.
what he'll say i can only guess...
but i wont because i am almost never right.
this could be good
this could be horribly bad
this
could
be
all
of me.