accent agu2002-08-17 | 12:34 a.m. i feel awful cos i hate me and i hate my life so much i feel so disconnected. i hardly like my freinds i dont dont feel much for them and they dont do much for me so here i am just walking and doing what i have to do i get dragged where i dont want to go im 18 years old i have to be home by 11:30 pm or sometimes 12 pm still. on my 18th birthday. i got nothing and my family ate my cake. no, i dont get a peice. on my 17th birthday they did the same thing plus my brothers popped my balloons. on my 16th, we had a party. i didnt get to pick who came. and i didnt get to pick what we did. before that? i dont remember. and i'm my only friend online right now. who cares. i beginning to think i do. |
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