oneisthelonliest

2003-04-15 | 12:14 a.m.

i am in the most hateful mood ive ever been in my entire life.

i cant express how much hate and love and hope and despair i have swimming through my head and stomach.

i just want to collapse ten million times and trow up till i die and i want to cry and cry and cry

and i feel like everyone in the world hates me except josh mike and james

what the fuck for real

why do i feel like this?

i havnt felt a hurting like this in so long

i feel cheated but like i got what i deserved

i think im back pedaling and i think its off a cliff and i think that this is it.

and i dont think anyone can save me now

but God.... i wish someone would fucking try.......