I find it2003-11-01 | 9:37 p.m.
hard to assess just how i feel in all matters concerning you. i am still only partly aware of my lack of feel concerning you. thus wholy coming to the ultimate conclusion that there is, indeed, 'more than this'. more than this tiring ritual more than those tears before bedtime more than the meaningless conversations that drool from us so obviously. more to feel. more to experience. and when the time comes where the life is sucked out and lonliness returns to drag me under, its only natural to move on and leave that dead and withered scene behind. after critisizing those who seem to defy this law of nature, thus forfitting thier freedom and what seems to be any chance at happiness... i'm still here. i'm sill drooling. i'm still assessing how i feel in all matters concerning you. |
synergy |