sleep to dream me

2003-11-05 | 8:06 p.m.

here i am.

curiously suspended in a sound proof subconcious

watching you laugh along with your friends

i read over your words

i recall your expressions, your promises, your touch...

noone is in this place but me

if i could bend this to comfort..

a blanket of uncertainity wrapped around me. the warmth. but the only.

my eyes are locked on you.

and him

and you

no not him. this cold. this only.

but he's forgotten.

your out on a limb. just out of reach

but i reach

so i fall

and i blow away on the wind

alone as i can

[thus i apologize for my lack. for my weak grip. for my pride.]