melatonin, hear me yawn.

2007-02-21 | 1:00 a.m.

I wasn't really asleep
but i dreamed.
i dreamnt my brother was killed
by drugs
from my other brother.
and... when you know things like
this could happen... in real life...
what do you do?
what can you do...

so i am almost tired.
and i have no one to talk to.
this... guy. he's supose to be my
other half, my whole, my misssing-
link?
(or something)
he's gone. he is asleep.
but i dont think he dreams.
i have no one to talk to.
i know i'll be so tired in the morning. but how can i sleep? i can't seem to slip away without the aid of something and i am unaided. if i aided now i would be more tired in the morning.
so instead
i am dreaming

but i am NOT
asleep.