failure in every since of the word

2007-06-06 | 4:59 p.m.

whats happened to me? i can't do anything right. I'm ruining and using. I'm humorless and stressed. I wreck everything I touch.
i'm flailing and stuttering and failing and tripping.
i'm clumsy and awkward all over.
even the breaths i take seem to stumble over one another.
my hands are shaking, sweating and weak.
They can't grip!
Even my ears have decided to strike against sound.
i supose my body is quitting.

Following my suit.

"why do i have friends? how did i get married?" i wonder to myself.
i also wonder if anyone still likes me.


i don't think so.